from city to country.

hey. my name is katrina stevens .. and this is my story. the story of a simple girl..

my family is seemingly perfect..at least to all looking in on it from the outside. i have the parents.. mommy and daddy. lol. and i have all the brothers and sisters that anyone could have.my life is technically perfect. i eben had the best friend and the boy next door thing going on too. lol. but what if this technicality of perfection isnt what it seems? i have lived in the same survey for 10 years .. almost my whole life. i moved after 4 years to a bigger house in the same survey, but i just moved up the street. lol. well.just before my exams in grade 10 the 10th year that i lived here and the 10th grade, i was in my glory when my best friend moved in. but see..here is the all is not what it seems part.. my best friend was kicked out because she was friends with me.. :S kind ghetto but thats life. lol. me and my family and now newly added member to the 'crew' lol... were forced to up and leave move very far away from where we lived for MY WHOLE LIFE! but my parents convinced us that this was going to be a good thing and that it would bring my family closer together.. in hopes that me and my bestfriend whom i like to call my eldest sister would be home more and that the children would get along better. my father was retired and was tired of being trapped in the polluted city and crowded by lawyers and bosses that constantly were on his back. so.. dad wanted to move. after the 4th year of living in the same survey though is when tragedy struck my family. my father was at an ordinary day at work as some guy that you would see hanging off your building doing somesort of construction. lol. and during his day at work a partner of his didnt do something right, and the lift thing that they were on.. jolted and my father fell from the building. no .. im only kidding ..lol. but actually he leaned so far back on the lift that he ended up breaking some disks in his back, and no longer was able to work..then began the fights with compensation...later on the ever so successful win and now here we are.. at his retirement. well, my father had been looking at houses since my before april of this year and finally found one that he thought would be a suitable choice. so there i was packing my house up with the fam and we were ready to move. our parents are the kind that could hate each other so much but at the end of the day would want to be with each other and wouldnt make the other sleep on the couch because the bed would feel empty. well except for that one exception..when my mother was pregnant with dillon my now 7 year old brother she slept in the 'spare' room beacuse she for some odd reason didnt want to sleep with my dad. but my parents moved us to a small town..marmora, ontario. i had personally never heard of this little place and it was bearly a speck on the map. how could my father find such a place.. well only he could find a place like that. and so.after the month of august we were officially moved and moved in at that. oh, did i mention that my father made my grandma come too? well he did. and my best friend and grandma arent big fans of each other...well.. we also clearly had to starta new school too and we now go to some place called centre hastings secondary school..my sister is in grade 12 (well supposed to be) loll. and i am in grade 11 and my other brother is now in gade 9. i think that he is the luckiest because he was never at a different high school and he gets to graduate in the same school that he started in. but the point is..that me and keshia had the hardest time. keshia is used to it though beaucse this is like her 4th or something highschool..only my 2nd. but we have made some new friends..met some good people, some odd and weird people and some people that may not be our friends anytime soon. lol. but isnt that how it always is ? i think it just may be ..except in my old school i was pretty much friends with everybody. but now we have those few 'good' friends and pretty much have the school memorized and the town that it is in and also our town too. during the summer when we first moved here we obviously didntknow anybody. but soon there after keshia and joe made friends with a boy that lived behind us. his name is sam. sam had soon became my friend too. and he showed a lot of cool places that we could bike to, walk to and chill at. lol. so thats how we know our way around the town .lol. but now it is christmas break during "school time" so that means we have lived in marmora ontario for 5 months now. i have become accustomed to how it is up here now.. well sort of. lol. i think that i will never be that much at home here because my home was in hamilton and that, i do believe is still where my heart is right now. .. so so far that has been my adventure from city to country.

x .purgatory. x

she's lost in her cold world, all alone. With not a single person to comfort her. she can't seem to find a reason to live, to go on and stay as she used to be.. strong..she's alive, but it's as if she's lost all the hope, like a stray dog with no where to call home... she can't take what this world is throwing at her, but she continues to take it every day and keep on trying... she can't live this way, but she has no choice, there's nothing left to lose. No one but herself...Things are never what they seem... The only thing left that's real is the pain in her heart from him.But she meant so well, she tried so hard, how could she be left in the cold like this, has the world gone to hell? she continues to walk, heartbroken, without a soul, waiting for the day that will never come.Waiting for someone to wake him up from this never-ending nightmare..but for now it seems like the longing will forever be there and that she is stuck in this place i have come to know as purgatory.

.love story.talyor swift.

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
And I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

an amazing song.. lyrics♥

Check yes JulietAre you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside.
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.
Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do:
Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back.
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance.
Don't sell your heart.
Don't say we are not meant to be.
Run, baby, run.
Forever we'll be
You and me.
Check yes Juliet
I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3... 2... 1...
now fall in my arms now
They can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind
Lace up your shoes
Eh Oh Eh Ohhh
Here's how we do
Run, baby, run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we are not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be
You and me
We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we are not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be...
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we are not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever we'll be
You and me
You and me
You and me
♥♥ ~we the kings..check yes juliet~ ♥♥